Friday, November 30, 2007

estate

i survived the rebond and now i am REBORN.

now i need to clean up my hotmail folders, go to ikea for more shopping and food, and find clothes.

Thursday, November 29, 2007

hirsute = shaggy

just got back from the syo concert. i think lanabel is so powerful. and i really like the second movement in mendelssohn's violin concerto.

on to other things, shanghui has a swollen eye lid from some infection =( hope it gets well by prom. but shanghui is still his sarcastic self. and when he eats an oreo donut it looks funny.

i just found out that joel bakes too! he baked a spago cheesecake, which i don't know what it is.
this is the rainbow that appeared after our h3 maths paper.

dumbo

i woke up so early today and went to bugis junction with mummy to get the long coat. happy happy that's one item down. last night i got sonya to design the ivan palette. now i need a pin-striped tie, grey bottom, orange socks, and black shoes.

joel's still doing projects =( i have syo concert tonight!

innately nice

i just finished slogging through the PSC essay and it's going to go through sonya first.

at the train station today (technically yesterday), i bumped into mr ray! went to G2000 at wisma, and when i looked up and out of the glass, i saw the joel-look-alike outside. then i called stephanie immediately. turns out, she really was at wisma too. and she had nice shoes! anyway, on other news, i finally found the coat i needed. hope that the bugis outlet will still have my size when i go tomorrow to buy. just so you know, i think i am 'small' size. 'small' for 'slim'.

check out the cute icon's story! i watched a happy couple walk away today, and i missed the person who called 'brown' as 'cocoa'.

Wednesday, November 28, 2007

photos of jia en!

it's dark gloomy skies and rain now. photos from 22nd november 2007.
the seibu is too fast for the camera. because jia en is slow and so is her camera!
air hockey~
couple couple.
weiyang attempts to look innocent.
the ivan.
wish.
i think shanghui looks v dumb here. and look at how i had to grip the knife. tells you much about the cake, doesn't it?
i think shanghui made it a very unforgettable birthday.

and in years to come

i've been packing my room again since i woke up. realised that there was a time when collecting stamps was my hobby. and stickers too. furry stickers. glow-in-the-dark stickers. i read my primary school journals, and they are quite funny to read now.

Tuesday, November 27, 2007

pontang

seibu flew off today. at the airport, sonya showed her prowess in (re)packing seibu's things to fully utilise the space. and we were all amazed at the junkies in the luggage. i suppose this is what ten years in foreign land gives you. i like sonya's miu miu handbag.

eee i hate teary moments.

i think seibu is reaching hong kong in 1.5 more hours. i want to go mongkok again.

Monday, November 26, 2007

how do you know...

i went to ikea this morning! missed the meatballs at the cafe and ate the salmon instead. then i shopped for like two hours trying to find exactly the things i needed. in the end i bought a treasure trove and four other boxes for $130! feels quite nice to buy the boxes and carry them home.

joel is online and available!

Sunday, November 25, 2007

anticline

omg when i mentioned joel's name this afternoon, he came online tonight. i think i willed him online.

i had dinner at lao beijing. i think it's amazing how a lava lamp captivates me unlike any gp info pack. i just keep looking at it for hours on end if it is switched on.

syncline

i think i need to start reading storybooks again. the last time i read was in sec2 , when we still did literature. for starters, i think harry/draco fanfic is first on the list. links to the stories that joel recommended (more than two years ago):

the silver chain
power play
the ebony box
by dahlia

i was up at 12pm and was organising many things, from my handphone contacts to my computer folder, and to my room.

Saturday, November 24, 2007

manipulation

last night the moon was very round. it was also very bright; i could see the craters on it.

woke up so early today for some outing to sentosa. it has been years since i've been to sentosa. the last time i went, the monorail was still there, and fantasy island was still there. went with the three short girls.

we sat at some beach for a very long time, playing bridge; i was trying very hard to win once. and then we walked to the food court for lunch, and on to the southernmost tip of continental asia. standing at the top of the towers was nice, and the wind was very strong.

went back to vivocity, and it was too big for us. we went to beejuan's house to watch a movie that almost made me sleep. then we went to orchard for dinner. today has beena day of manipulation. i got manipulated into taking stupid neoprints. lost my first time =(

dinner was at sakae. omg i had the sashimi salad, which was very healthy, and made me quite happy. i also ate three soft-shell crab maki! hearty and healthy dinner.

went to esplanade, and played more bridge. omg it's been such a long day.

last night, i also realised that maybe my dream came true on my birthday, but just only on my birthday. as though it was a different one, not the real one; sweeter and nicer. because on the very next day everything just went back to normal. i wish the dream lasted longer.

please please tell me it wasn't a pretend game. i thought i felt it when i looked into your eyes and you didn't look away, when i walked up to you and you didn't back away. i think this is inappropriate, but i miss you.

Friday, November 23, 2007

further dreams

last night i stayed up very late to watch the lava lamp work.
in the future, i plan to travel the globe, but in an eco-friendly way! i can walk! i think i'll walk from singapore to malaysia, to thailand, to myanmar, to india, to western china, to russia, to findland, and then to norway. then i'll take a ship to the artic towns of norway to see the aurora! and then sail to canada, and walk to america, to mexico, to guatemala, to honduras, to nicaragua, to costa rica, to panama, to colombia, to peru, to brazil, to argentina, and then i'll sail down to antarctica, if the ice is still there! then sail up to south africa, walk on through all the sub-saharan countries, then cross the sahara into egypt, to israel, to jordan, to saudi arabia, to iraq, to turkey, to eastern europe, to germany, to france, to spain, to portugal, then sail to england, and sail to denmark, and sail to sweden. then walk to finland, across russia, to mongolia, to northern china, to north korea, to south korea, then sail to japan. sail to taiwan, then sail to vietnam, walk to cambodia, sail to the philippines, sail to papua new guinea, sail to new zealand, sail to australia, sail to indonesia, and sail back to singapore.

on the way, i hope for no volcano eruptions, earthquakes, tsunamis, and abductions.
and then the world will unite.

photos of dawn!

photos from yesterday.
unveiling the presents from dawn, huixing, tiffany, sonya and clara!
the black book. omg it will be filled with my powerful/magical recipes!
sonya says must rip the wrapping apart, although i really like to open the presents nicely.
the lovely baking book!
the class cake which turned out ok in the end!
not the whole class, but a very large percentage already!
litters.
amanda is getting white!

Thursday, November 22, 2007

i've really got to run

yay class outing! and my birthday today. i think it's funny how we celebrate birthdays but not the ageing.

many people from the class came for the lunch at food republic. omg i tried the thai restaurant's food and it was very nice, just like thai express, but even cheaper. then we tried the chocolate cake i made yesterday. surprisingly, they found it ok; and weiyang the pig said it was very nice.

got a very nice present from sonya, clara, huixing, dawn and tiffany. it was a book for my recipes, and a culinary book! omg so nice, and sonya says we must rip the wrapping apart violently so that next year we'll get more presents!

and then while some left, the rest watched enchanted. omg the princess is so simple-minded, but the clothes she sewed were so pretty! and some parts were quite touching and i cried a bit. and the chipmunk was so cute!

lingered at coffee bean before going to the arcade at cineleisure. haha i watched them play the air hockey and table soccer. and we played the spot the difference game again. left our name on the machine in 8th position.

dinner was at new york, new york. omg today's been a whole day of fatty food, but then there was no way the dinner could not be at new york, new york. because the surprise was not the cake. it was shanghui.

i was like 'omg am i that lucky to see shanghui two times in two days!' he was standing outside the restaurant, and then i was trying to run out but they all blocked me from running out. then he came into the restaurant! and i called him but he rejected the call, and i called again. then i realised he was holding a cake. and then i realised that he was the surprise.

ok that was a very unexpected one. but nothing much happened. he just ate the cake that was baked yesterday, and then he had to run off somewhere else. and that stupid poop said their cake was not bad la. glared at him =(

omg and i got a lava lamp from yiyan, jia en, weiyang, seibu, beejuan, yishi and yihui. and breakfast tomorrow is settled - pop doh from yishi and aminah!

how do we tell if someone is in bliss?

supposedly

ok i must write about the chocolate cake that i baked for the class outing first.
like i said, i sifted everything except the stupid baking soda.
i thought the batter smelled nice.
and it baked nicely.
but the cake had this very bland smell after it came out from the oven =(
and the strawberries.
and the second layer.
this is the tangy chocolate frosting which was quite nice, except that there were still icing sugar lumps, because i didn't sift the icing sugar.
and the final product. honestly, i wasn't very hopeful of a good review, because i thought the cake itself was very unsatisfactory =(

Wednesday, November 21, 2007

hesitate

i am very apprehensive about the chocolate cake i made today. however, i did a good vanilla butter cream, and some interesting tangy chocolate frosting, so i'm hoping they can mask the weirdness of the cake. not that it tastes bad, just that it has this odd smell. there's no word for it simply because i can't find a word for it. mummy says it's too much baking soda. and the irritating thing was, i sifted all the flour and stuff except the freaking baking soda, which caused small lumps in the cake, and they tasted whacky. had to remove the visible bits one by one.

oh well, see how tomorrow. my class will eat it =(

ok, today was chomp chomp for dinner with weiyang, seibu, beejuan, yiyan and jia en. i brought the strawberry shortcake i made yesterday! and then we went to buy the famous goreng pisang first - the one that amanda introduced me to! and, i saw shanghui! omg he just happened to run past when i looked up and i just exclaimed his name. i think that it was a very pleasant surprise. but we didn't talk much =( he just went back to his running.

we ate a lot! like satay, squid, stingray, carrot cake, and the strawberry shortcake. sigh, if only more people were there to share the shortcake; i think it was very much nicer than the first time. omg, of all people, shanghui should have tried it! he was the poop who said the first one was 'aiya it's ok la.'

oh yes we made a surprise visit to sonya's house! but then no one was at home. see, this is a common occurrence for seibu and friends. so dumb. then i worked my powers and her car appeared at the driveway! haha we stayed at the house for so long, talking about so many things, but mainly trying to get a plan for tomorrow's class outing.

by the way, i'm 18 tomorrow! and i wish that you would remember my birthday.

Tuesday, November 20, 2007

strawberry shortcake: 2nd attempt

ok, dough felt the same as last time.
but i split it into two pans to try to get more crisp.
very uneven rising, which made me worried about the subsequent slicing.
cheap(er) strawberries from cold storage at taka.
this is before cutting.
and after cutting it looks like a bloody massacre.
tossed with sugar, looking more bloody again.
oh i took this very dark shot and i think it's super nice.
the two highly uneven shortcakes.
but the slicing was ok, and i did something special to the whipped cream this time! i added in bailey's to give it some kick! this is the first layer.
and then the second layer.
and the third layer, which is the last one, because i am limited by the height of the box.
yup, so that's my second attempt at strawberry shortcake, and i think it looks much better this time. the recipe should be finalised! hope it's better than aiya it's ok la.

bubbling candle

last night i called shanghui to ask physics and talked for so long! but we'll never do it again, because today's the last paper. and i think today's paper was a bit easier compared to papers 2 and 3.

omg we are done, save for the literature and h3 physics people. so today's the last day we wear our uniform to school. and i've cleared my locker; i'm also finally bring the sweater back home to wash after one month of soaking it with sweaty palms.

after much wandering around in school to find the chemistry and human geography papers, and to take the project work certificates, there were only aminah, yihui, toffa and me left to go out. and so we went mcdonald's for breakfast first. and there was weiyang slacking with his friends. don't know whose papers haven't ended yet.

then went to orchard with the three girls and we were at the japanese market under shaw! omg they had such pretty strawberries that had a very nice smell, but they cost $36 for a pack the same mass as one found in cold storage. omg and they had a small melon (smaller than your head) that costs $79!

we watched stardust! omg it was so nice, even though we were in a very lousy cinema with free-seating tickets. i have never heard of free-seating movies la. but but the movie was so nice, and the michelle pfeiffer is so pretty but so evil. i like claire dane's hair in the movie! it's all so surreal and light!

ok so i baked strawberry shortcake again (photos coming later)! and i think i can finalise my strawberry shortcake recipe. it's raining gently now, and i shall have to sleep off the sleep i lost over the past twelve years (and the sleep i will lose in the next two years).

i think raywen's flying to the moon!

Monday, November 19, 2007

late-night post

i suddenly listened to a song that i haven't heard in at least seven years. it's 棋子 by 王菲. it's the song you're hearing now if you can hear the background song. it was a song from a channel 8 serial that had a very mysterious story about a painting and a mute and a glass of poisoned milk. that's as far as i can remember! i really like the interludes in the song.

想走出你控制的領域
卻走進你安排的戰局
我沒有堅強的防備
也沒有後路可以退

想逃離你佈下的陷阱
卻陷入了另一個困境
我沒有決定輸贏的勇氣
也沒有逃脫的幸運

我像是一顆棋
進退任由你決定
我不是你眼中唯一將領
卻是不起眼的小兵

我像是一顆棋子
來去全不由自己
舉手無回你從不曾猶豫
我卻受控在你手裡

想走出你控制的領域
卻走進你安排的戰局
我沒有堅強的防備
也沒有後路可以退

想逃離你佈下的陷阱
卻陷入了另一個困境
我沒有決定輸贏的勇氣
也沒有逃脫的幸運

我像是一顆棋
進退任由你決定
我不是你眼中唯一將領
卻是不起眼的小兵

我像是一顆棋子
來去全不由自己
舉手無回你從不曾猶豫
我卻受控在你手裡

我像是一顆棋子
來去全不由自己
舉手無回你從不曾猶豫
我卻受控在你手裡

我卻受控在你手裡
我卻受控在你手裡

and we are still waiting for my sister to get home so that we can be done with her birthday.

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i updated my address book this morning. it was windy and then i rained. i liked today's rain even though i was outside and in the rain. mummy and i were supposed to eat at the newly-opened mr teh tarik cartel, but the service was so haphazard and slow that we ended up at kfc.

omg so oily and fatty. mummy promised we won't eat there again anytime soon.

i decided to walk to great world city to buy my sister's birthday cake instead of taking a bus so that i could use up some fats. what's for dinner? low-fat yoghurt.

Sunday, November 18, 2007

quesadilla

last night i dreamt that a dog bit my butt. and then i was on a bus with my grandmother and she made music from the metal poles and everyone clapped.

it threatened to rain all afternoon, but alas, it never did. and all the time my sister's calling guy after guy to have them join her in the mourning of her lost handphone. i pity the guy who is supposedly the 'boyfriend'.

big-time opportunist.

i think it's time to try a baked alaska or frozen florida.

Saturday, November 17, 2007

losers weepers

is this some weird manifestation of power or what? my sister lost her somewhat newly-bought handphone in sentosa. and i can't feel any sympathy for her, not after i learnt more about her yesterday.

four things after 'A' levels:
piano
español
violin
dota

i was learning a bit of español on the net, and i came across some very cool sites! i think soon we'll learn to make spanish food.

Friday, November 16, 2007

finders keepers

i didn't sleep well last night. woke up at 6am, then at 8am, by myself. don't know why. i was supposed to sleep uninterrupted until 9am. and my head itched like some bitch. and then i used hot water to scald my scalp when i bathed.

i think the chemistry paper 1 was quite hard. and i bloody wrote the wrong answer for the question on atmospheric stability even though i made the correct conclusions. see, didn't i say that we shouldn't turn up for paper 1?

dinner was at azabu sabo at marina square with weiyang, seibu, beejuan, yiyan and jia en. omg i think the food was really nice, but a bit too expensive though. never mind 久久一次. i think jia en loved the storybook we made for her birthday. (it was a JIT product.) after dinner we dumped the couple for them to have time alone, and the rest of us walked round and round marina square. saw lego, homely things like lava lamps, furniture, wedding gowns, so many things! oh yes and there was a shop with a big globe and we spun and spun it. i think i really want to go to a polar city to see the aurora.

all in all i think today was a happy day, until i got home.

i just don't understand. first my sister came to me telling me she wants to buy a cat. and she thinks that it's very cheap to adopt a cat from SPCA. yes, it's only $50. but i just don't understand how she can so single-mindedly want a cat without thinking about the money that will go to it's cleaning, health-check, food, fur-trimming and so many other freaking things.

then, she told me she found a camera in a shop and took it home. she didn't return it to the shopkeepers because she thinks that the shopkeepers would keep it for themselves even if she returned it. best of all, she acts as though there's nothing wrong with taking the camera back. and then for a moment i was just shocked, because i realised that maybe i didn't really know the person talking to me about the camera she found and took home.

it's almost as if she has no conscience/soul.

Thursday, November 15, 2007

human torture

holy rosie oprah martha... the human geography paper was so difficult i think i died. come let me tell you what happened. i read the essay questions first and they were so bomb because none of the many questions clara and i spotted came out. and all the questions were too specific on the concepts so they weren't nice to write. i was like 'wtf die already'. there was simply no essay question that was completely do-able.

went to do the data response first and all the time worrying about the time when i would have to reach the essay questions. and then there were some bomb questions in the data response also. seriously, i think die already.

then i finally reached the essay questions and decided to do the questions whose 16-mark part was do-able. and i decided to anyhow smoke the 9-mark parts. realised after the paper that microfinance scheme in thailand was by citibank, not nike. and for the past two years i kept thinking it was nike. and the funniest thing i ever wrote - omg i don't even believe in what i wrote la - on the question about distribution of favelas, i wrote they live on the hill slopes because it gives them a nice view of the city >.< that is of course after i wrote the definitely correct points, just that i realised i didn't have substantial essay length. omg i can just picture the cambridge marker laughing at what i wrote =(

in short, and in mr ray's words, i am 'farked'.

between yihui, clara, jia en, seibu and me, we did all the six essay questions. i am highly sleepy now.

Wednesday, November 14, 2007

only that which is the other

today has been a day of pain, sweat, hunger and fatigue.

but tomorrow will be liberation.

i think it is all worth it.

Tuesday, November 13, 2007

oh no this is crazy





oh no xiangjun said econs paper was bad =(

mayalejandro

oh i think today's chemistry paper was so fun to do (again). poor econs people had to stay and mug for the afternoon econs paper. anyhow, went to the hong kong cafe with weiyang, seibu and beejuan. haha we played guess-the-total-cost-of-the-drinks. guess who won?

yada yada we talked so much that we had tea in the hong kong cafe, and then had lunch at crystal jade. omg the cuttlefish at crystal jade was so nice. because it was a happy chemistry paper. i think that we shouldn't turn up for chemistry paper 1 just in case bad things happen.

i went home and slept much of the afternoon away. then i mugged the second half of urban geography and watched heroes!

oh my i found bartok music for strings, percussion and celesta on youtube. so rare, and i feel like playing again?

i have a thought! so inspired today. don't know why.

Monday, November 12, 2007

radio made in vietnam until export germany

this is the 1200th entry.

it rained in the morning. i think it's bound to rain on the days we have papers. i took the chance to take a bus from j8 to school. dug through the 'A' level papers to get our h3 papers, and who really wants the gp papers?

physics today was once again so difficult. i think it was quite fun to do, just that there were too many questions that were unanswerable. but hey, xiangjun said at least we didn't get eaten by the invigilator, so i'm guessing he's talking about the sports hall one. today we were in the multi-purpose hall, and i think our invigilator was the funny one whom raywen talked about.

mr sze was waiting for us to walk out from the hall or something. and then we were all complaning to him about how bad the paper was. so, i guess across the nation everyone would find it hard. then, the bell curve will just shift. see, the big picture isn't the paper, it's the bell curve.

went to food republic at orchard with weiyang to celebrate the end of physics paper 2 by eating. i finally tried the chocolate toast from toast box. after 'A' levels, i look to going for many buffets and finally doing some exercise. and maybe trying to play violin/viola again.

i fear the day desperate housewives, ugly betty and heroes stop airing in america because of the strike thing.

glen says 'not the arrogance of knowledge, but the humility of wisdom!'

i have four papers left.

Sunday, November 11, 2007

sitting on the lawn

who did you kill?
who did you kill?
who did you kill?
who did you kill?
who did you kill?
who did you kill?
who did you kill?
who did you kill?
who did you kill?
who did you kill?

Saturday, November 10, 2007

kitchen laws

i did population geography today. seems like when i've wasted much of the afternoon away, i'm forced to do an easy geography topic to finish off the time i have left. thats mean tomorrow must do economic and urban geography.

Friday, November 09, 2007

possum

this is not a joke, tom. something has attacked our home. and when that happens, you don't just stand by. you fight it; screw this creature that has come into our lives uninvited and is trying to destroy us. it will not defeat me.

felicity huffman is da best.

angel

i thought i saw joel's brother today, and i wondered if joel was back in singapore. but glen said he isn't.

i spent some time in the music room trying to play minami, the heart asks pleasure first, and a chopin nocturne.

the h3 paper today was even harder than our prelims one. there goes the $150 paper. i already tried to maximise my marks in the differential equations section, and then i tried doing the graph theory and combinatorics questions. plane geometry was once again too difficult and all the angles were too elusive to me.

walked to j8 with sonya after the paper. and guess what? we saw a rainbow. i think the other schools can't see the rainbow, so that's a good sign for us. it means that even though the h3 paper was hard, we will still do better.

the weather today was nice. if today were an episode of a tv show, it would end with soothing music that goes lighter and lighter.

Thursday, November 08, 2007

when darkness turns to light

does the chance for love really pass and never come back?

last night, i cried over you again after reading something that i probably shouldn't have seen. i know this is a bad time to think about you, but we don't just let go of the best thing that happens to us.

i suppose it rained over the night.

despite the fine weather today, i think it has been a very hurtful day. my first island creamery experience just got destroyed. i imagined it to be a happy and warm thing, but in effect i just ate alone. someone also told me that i'm half-human. that my existence is just wrong.

and it does feel all wrong. it's not supposed to be like that. there shouldn't have to be any hurt in this world. girls should be girls and boys should be boys. you know what i really want? i want to stop studying. i want to find love and start a family. i want to cook and clean the house for my family. homemaker - that's the gender-neutral word for it, isn't it? because boys are not supposed to become housewives.

i watched raywen and lois play with a shuttlecock and i felt that i just didn't belong.

if i ever became a mother, i promise to love my children unconditionally.

i am truly tired today. but as darkness turns to light, we will all pretend that nothing of the past ever happened, because people live in the now. there isn't much to care about the past.

Wednesday, November 07, 2007

nightfall

studied h3 with raywen at his house today. hope it will work wonders again for the examination. two more days! the assumption is that i'm at his house to teach him h3 maths.

anyway, i watched him play dota and it was quite fun, because i didn't understand anything and just kept asking everything. oh and shanghui's dota character was this ugly feathered thing =( some day i must learn how to play it.

oh then raywen's classmate lois came. and we were looking at his many old class photos. dinner was at adam road food centre. it was so nice and fun. i finally got to drink the teh peng from ah pit after like more than a year when glen treated us.

raywen says he will take flight to the moon after 'A' levels. and meet chang'e, the jade rabbit, and wu gang (whom he didn't know was on the moon too).

today's hot weather made me remember the ice cube experiment we did in primary school, when mrs heng made us compete to see whose ice cube would melt the fastest. some of us put it under running water, others put it in their mouth, and some also tried using a magnifying glass to focus the sun rays on the ice cube.

Tuesday, November 06, 2007

jie fei li

whoa yesterday i was so tired that i managed to clock almost twelve hours of sleep, from 10pm to 9.30am. i dreamt that a person took me flying too.

i think today's maths paper was quite fun.

i discovered my powers today. i have memory power and telepathy power. let's hope sylar doesn't find me.

there is much to be afraid of in this world, but what we fear has nothing to do with gruesome masks, or plastic spiders, or life-like monsters. no, it's the thoughts in our head that terrify us the most. what if she comes to regret her decision? what if he really is unhappy? what if the chance for love has passed forever? how do we conquer these terrifying thoughts? we start by reminding ourselves: what does not kill us just makes us stronger.

Monday, November 05, 2007

why are natural hazards?

last night there was the midnight storm that kept me awake for a long time. there was much much lightning and thunder and i left my windows a bit too open. this morning it was so super cold.

i think the chemistry paper today was quite fun. the biochemistry question was the most fun. i think there were only two things i didn't know how to do. and damn, apparently i got both of them wrong!

mugged in the canteen with yihui and clara. so sad, next week will be the last time we do that again. i think it's all quite sad that after this year, we won't be looking back at some subjects anymore. but i shall continue studying maths.

then there was the stupid seating plan mix-up that stopped me from studying for like half an hour.

anyhow, i think the geography paper wasn't nice to do. the lithology and climatology questions i was hoping for all didn't come out, and ha the river management question came out. and so i did it, but i didn't remember much of joohui's model essay. i still remember more than a year ago we sat in class to write the exact same essay in 30 minutes. i think i got 7/16. but no worries we will do better this time.

quite sad that i didn't get to write about limestone, infiltration, overland flow, meandering rivers, and past climate change. on the way out of school, i recognised cirrus and cumulonimbus clouds. took another road to walk home from city hall.

looks like it's going to be another stormy night.

is eating alone really that sad? why do people make it out to be?

Sunday, November 04, 2007

fly by

realies

12.38pm. oh i woke up so early today (11.30am). watched a bit of 野猪大改造 and it made me cry =( study geography now!

6:58pm. six hours later i'm back here. i finished all the physical geography things and i watched 200 pounds beauty and cried some more. study chem definitions now!

7:33pm. i am done with today's work. i will sleep early and i promise to do well tomorrow.

Saturday, November 03, 2007

knowing the inside out

why is ugly betty so touching? last night glen showed me an autopsy video, and now the human body looks so clear to me. it's just a lot of gooey packed together and encased in skin. played with google maps today, and it was so fun. i could zoom all the way into singapore and find my house. i could also zoom into hong kong to find mongkok! i think we are very small on this planet.

Friday, November 02, 2007

working late

when i look at thiol groups i think of something else.

this morning there were the scary grass cutters along the road to school.

i think the maths paper today was so fun. it was our last chance to try getting full marks, and i think it was absolutely possible to do so. pity we wouldn't get to see the score eventually. i was so pissed when i saw the sequence question and i was like 'oh shit didn't go and learn how to use the function for sequences.' but guess what, i figured out how to use the sequence function on the spot!

well, i think we've survived the first week of 'A' levels. but the second and third weeks will have the bomb papers.

there was much rain and lightning in the afternoon.

情深深,雨蒙蒙

Thursday, November 01, 2007

the world needs you

it's maths tomorrow. don't we all love maths? i think i've done much work today, from chemistry to geography. now i must read the specimen paper for physical geography. (and i finished the first season of heroes!)