promise

what can you do, if you're the only one who has been left behind? if you're the only one stuck at a point in time and can never come out of it? did people leave you behind, or did you choose to stay there? regardless, would you continue staying there, waiting? 反正有的是时间.

love song

the rain is back. not as sad as playing it on the piano. but i can't even play it properly, which makes it even more sad.

小小

小事情，哭一哭就好了。大事情，哭多一点也就算了。

可能，世界上的眼泪和沮丧是有限的(zero sum game)。可能，这里的悲伤能带给另外一个人快乐，心安。如果确实是这样的话，那就哭吧。

哭完了，眼泪用掉了， 眼泪仓库(inventory)应该也在慢慢地被消耗。可能，最终没有眼泪了就会快乐。所以死的时候，是带着微笑，而周围的人是带着眼泪。