manipulation

last night the moon was very round. it was also very bright; i could see the craters on it.

woke up so early today for some outing to sentosa. it has been years since i've been to sentosa. the last time i went, the monorail was still there, and fantasy island was still there. went with the three short girls.

we sat at some beach for a very long time, playing bridge; i was trying very hard to win once. and then we walked to the food court for lunch, and on to the southernmost tip of continental asia. standing at the top of the towers was nice, and the wind was very strong.

went back to vivocity, and it was too big for us. we went to beejuan's house to watch a movie that almost made me sleep. then we went to orchard for dinner. today has beena day of manipulation. i got manipulated into taking stupid neoprints. lost my first time =(

dinner was at sakae. omg i had the sashimi salad, which was very healthy, and made me quite happy. i also ate three soft-shell crab maki! hearty and healthy dinner.

went to esplanade, and played more bridge. omg it's been such a long day.

last night, i also realised that maybe my dream came true on my birthday, but just only on my birthday. as though it was a different one, not the real one; sweeter and nicer. because on the very next day everything just went back to normal. i wish the dream lasted longer.

please please tell me it wasn't a pretend game. i thought i felt it when i looked into your eyes and you didn't look away, when i walked up to you and you didn't back away. i think this is inappropriate, but i miss you.