in exchange

i miss nepal and the mountains. i miss being there alone and away from normal life. is it possible to just uproot and live there? but time does pass quite fast; it's almost been a month since i started work. everyday is difficult though. i just feel like quitting everyday, except on friday, when everything just feels better.

but mostly i think it's because working life is lonelier than school life. and yet i liked nepal because i was mostly alone.