pixels of rain

i plucked up the courage to send the email last night. but there won't be a reply. i remember some really nice ikan bilis in malaysia. i was at my auntie's place, and we had white porridge with ikan bilis for dinner. the ikan bilis was so nice i had three bowls of porridge with it!

today was chamber's cip. we went to a home for the aged sick in yishun. i didn't feel very warm in that place. i felt quite helpless because i didn't know how to interact with the people there. honestly, i didn't feel any sense of accomplishment after doing everything there was to do. i don't want to grow old. singapore's going to face an ageing population problem.

new zealand natural ice cream came to rjc. i tried the butterscotch walnut flavour. i also bought a ben and jerry's ice cream outside. it was yummy - cookie dough ice cream on a cookie base and drenched in chocolate fudge. a long-lost friend said 'hi' today. i took a photo of a cat sitting on the stairs.

i miss you, and i'll make a wish for you.

i've read that mother teresa once said, 'i have found the paradox, that if you love until it hurts, there can be no more hurt, only more love.' of course, she's talking about God.