cognac

i saw james' paper today. he has nice handwriting. today was a plain day. arthur was back, but we didn't talk much. i joined beejuan and jia en at art club to try painting. it was so difficult. i think i'll stick to the computer.

ben thinks that he's really hot. i've considered leaving. maybe that way you don't have to see me anymore. that's good, because i can forget you. you want me to leave? 'belle' is a nice name.