je ne sais pas
this morning i was going through the messages in my 'sent folder'. i realised that i've been replying many messages with a simple 'no', very much like shanghui, except that he bothers putting in full stops.
today's pe was super-high-intensive training (shit). it really was quite bomb. i thought of you while i was running and running, as though you were beside me all the time. at the end of it, the teacher sounded quite tired, the way he dismissed the class. i thought i felt terrible during the training, but then i thought maybe the teacher felt just as terrible. he didn't get to play the games with the classes like the other teachers did, but had to take us for shit.
i had lots of liquid during the break. the soya bean milk gave me a brain freeze i think. i saw the biggest envelope i've ever seen in my entire life today. jia en, beejuan, sonya and i were talking about our dreams, as in the sleeping kind of dreams. i recalled my recurring dream, in which i would be trapped in a room filled with water. i would try so hard to swim upwards for air, but never being able to get it. then i would jerk awake. i also remembered a continuing dream, in which i was captured by a witch! oh, i cut yiyan's queue to the toilet by dashing in front of him before he reached it.
on the way to junction 8, beejuan and i saw a tree stump on the pavement on the opposite side of the road. we wanted to count the number of rings in the trunk. it was a rare sight. i never saw a tree stump before. it wasn't easy to count the rings, but we could see them. i noticed that there was sap leaking out from the sides of the trunk. maybe the tree was crying/bleeding.
was at pastamania with yiyan, siuchu, jia en and beejuan. i discovered that i enjoyed breaking the pastas on display at the counter. most of the time, penne would be difficult to break. fusilli is easier, and then spaghetti and linguini are the easiest ones. i had the fattiest foods today. i think it put back everything i burnt during shit, and even added in more. amelie likes cracking crème brûlée with a teaspoon. i tried doing the same with my coffee crème brûlée, but the layer of burnt sugar on top was so soft it didn't crack.
there was a couple sharing pasta. aww so sweet. actually, when people run out of money, they do that too. oh but that couple was quite irritating. they kept looking this way. it was ratty's classmate. i think they liked looking at the terrible state of my hair (after shit).
i've been told that everything you did was a dare. so, what else do i still have to know? i don't think knowing it before the common tests would have affected my results. i refuse to believe that it was a dare. besides, it may not be true after all. i choose to believe that you did what you did because you meant it. and if you meant it, then everything's not over yet. if it really was a dare, then i've found out only today that i've been the subject of a (sucessful) dare made two years ago.
people seem to like to make me the subject of dares, just like when mingkiat popped my balloon during orientation2. pooh bear still isn't opened yet. i'll probably need some alcohol. so much for thinking that you were beside me when i ran and ran during shit.
i'm dehydrated (from shit and crying). just tell me everything at one go.
today's pe was super-high-intensive training (shit). it really was quite bomb. i thought of you while i was running and running, as though you were beside me all the time. at the end of it, the teacher sounded quite tired, the way he dismissed the class. i thought i felt terrible during the training, but then i thought maybe the teacher felt just as terrible. he didn't get to play the games with the classes like the other teachers did, but had to take us for shit.
i had lots of liquid during the break. the soya bean milk gave me a brain freeze i think. i saw the biggest envelope i've ever seen in my entire life today. jia en, beejuan, sonya and i were talking about our dreams, as in the sleeping kind of dreams. i recalled my recurring dream, in which i would be trapped in a room filled with water. i would try so hard to swim upwards for air, but never being able to get it. then i would jerk awake. i also remembered a continuing dream, in which i was captured by a witch! oh, i cut yiyan's queue to the toilet by dashing in front of him before he reached it.
on the way to junction 8, beejuan and i saw a tree stump on the pavement on the opposite side of the road. we wanted to count the number of rings in the trunk. it was a rare sight. i never saw a tree stump before. it wasn't easy to count the rings, but we could see them. i noticed that there was sap leaking out from the sides of the trunk. maybe the tree was crying/bleeding.
was at pastamania with yiyan, siuchu, jia en and beejuan. i discovered that i enjoyed breaking the pastas on display at the counter. most of the time, penne would be difficult to break. fusilli is easier, and then spaghetti and linguini are the easiest ones. i had the fattiest foods today. i think it put back everything i burnt during shit, and even added in more. amelie likes cracking crème brûlée with a teaspoon. i tried doing the same with my coffee crème brûlée, but the layer of burnt sugar on top was so soft it didn't crack.
there was a couple sharing pasta. aww so sweet. actually, when people run out of money, they do that too. oh but that couple was quite irritating. they kept looking this way. it was ratty's classmate. i think they liked looking at the terrible state of my hair (after shit).
i've been told that everything you did was a dare. so, what else do i still have to know? i don't think knowing it before the common tests would have affected my results. i refuse to believe that it was a dare. besides, it may not be true after all. i choose to believe that you did what you did because you meant it. and if you meant it, then everything's not over yet. if it really was a dare, then i've found out only today that i've been the subject of a (sucessful) dare made two years ago.
people seem to like to make me the subject of dares, just like when mingkiat popped my balloon during orientation2. pooh bear still isn't opened yet. i'll probably need some alcohol. so much for thinking that you were beside me when i ran and ran during shit.
i'm dehydrated (from shit and crying). just tell me everything at one go.
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