mexican

had a bad night. couldn't fall asleep until don't-know-what-time. and then i woke up at 5.35am. so, the sky was still dark. then i closed my eyes and continued trying to fall asleep. started thinking about many (funny) things. i was thinking about many scenes from 'silent hill' to see if i would scare myself. then i thought about binomial expansion, and was trying to recall the small angle approximations. then i was thinking about the character lenina from aldous huxley's 'brave new world'. i was thinking about whether we could consider her as an immoral woman.

i opened my eyes and voila the sky was dimly lit already. then i thought about the sun dying out. it is said that light from the sun takes eight minutes to reach the earth. so, if the sun dies out, we'll still have eight minutes of light to enjoy. then i was thinking, when that happened, whether i would be experiencing day or night. if i were experiencing night, then i wouldn't be able to enjoy the eight minutes of light.

it was ironical that the sky was turning bright, and yet i was feeling sleepier than ever (but not being able to fall asleep). i mean, if you looked at my physical state, you would have thought that the sky was going to turn darker, not brighter.

sigh.

i took the bus from j8 to school. on channel newsasia, there was a report on traditional chinese medicine. according to the report, joy injures the heart, and decreases qi. my oral presentation is in about two hours' time.

with love, from the rjc computer lab.