undecided crowds

i just don't know why i get so mortally pissed so easily these few days. i have green tea stains on my pants, and i have zero space in the refrigerator right now; i still need to squeeze in a tray bake of millionaire's shortbread and my nigella sourdough starter.

刻不容缓, eat a big portion of bread and butter pudding.
the original recipe was from nigella, who got it from her grandmother. it was supposed to be a ginger-jam bread and butter pudding, but i have substituted so many things that i can't quite call it the same thing anymore. (and to call it nigella's grandmother's ginger-jam bread and butter pudding would seem a bit offensive to nigella's grandmother...)

instead of ginger jam, i used blackcurrant jam; instead of sultanas, i used raisins; instead of brown bread, i used my sourdough bread; and i completely reversed the milk-cream ratio. so i think it would be much more accurate to call it 'blackcurrant jam sourdough bread and butter pudding'.