銷魂

i've come to a realisation that donuts from donut factory look like the donuts on neopets.

i'm so tired today because i was baking until ten last night. geography lessons are fun when ms law and mr lee don't agree on issues. when ms law showed us a settlement apparently built in a meteor crater, mr lee explained that it was a settlement planned in a circular manner.

brought my cookies for the art people too. print-making today was fun. but i was too afraid of cutting the acrylic too deep. oh, in the afternoon sonya smsed me that her sister found my cookies nice, which was encouraging because it was my first time making cookies from scratch. not betty crocker.

chamber concert was today, and then i realised i never got to play in an all-chamber concert. i was watching the concert i couldn't play in, and it was nice. i still like suk. when in the past you could play along, now you can only watch and clap.

walked past the mural when clara went to buy chocolate during the interval. sometimes you are in the moment of confusion. and i was. i was thinking what i was doing painting walls instead of playing viola. but it's just a phase, isn't it? i don't think i could bear going to another concert in which i should have been playing.

i'm so tired today because i was baking until ten last night. i couldn't complete the h3 tutorial that i'm supposed to hand in tomorrow. heck, maybe i should just drop it altogether.

i felt happy for chamber. and i caught an empty train home, but i didn't feel like going home, because if i did i would want to drink up all the alcohol at home. i feel some pain because i miss you.

i'm so tired today because i was baking until ten last night. is it too late to go back? yes, it's too late; it's time to sleep.