Wednesday, January 31, 2007

鐘意 timbres

last night i was sad, and this morning i forgot my wallet and didn't realise until i was three minutes away from home. i must have looked really dumb carrying a red pail around, but i was going to spring clean my classroom. walls, tables, chairs, windows, fans, and white board.

geography test, as promised, was so difficult! and then there was house meeting in the afternoon. oh yes i was sitting with my sec1/2 class and it was fun. it helped me remember some things that i've lost already.

i was at the music room after house meeting, just playing on the piano. and then i realised that you're really friendly with everyone but me. i hope you like amelie as much as i do.

art club today was fun. we've finally started on the painting of the mural! gordon bullied me into doing the masking tapes again =( in the hot sun some more. oh yay i got to paint some of the things, and the black paint really stinks. the painting is really exciting! i'm so glad that i'm part of this.

but mr chia cannot remember my name. and then once in a while you wonder why you're in a cca where the teacher doesn't remember your name no matter how hard you try to make him remember.

if i told you, would you believe me that there exists someone in this world who is so awfully sweet that he can make you feel so guilty of being just like every other normal person? well yes, there exists such a someone. he paints using his own palm as the palette. you'd be so amused by his sweetness that you'd think he's just like the cutest guy you've never met. all your sadness melts away when he's around you. omg, would you believe that there can be someone like that in this world still?

this day ended happy. nope, not going to let you destroy it anymore.

1 Comments:

Blogger Nutz said...

Hello Ivan,

Remember me?
You sound highly emotional in most of your posts.
I know its a teenage thing to get overly mood-swinged at times.Even I do feel the same way as you sometimes.

Maybe you should not expect sth to react the same way as you would expect it to be then you wouldn't be grieving. Stay positive and be confident about your actions.No one can affect the way you see yourself except you.

All the best for your As and stay smiley and cheery everyday no matter how much someone has doomed your day.

Annette

2/01/2007 4:34 PM  

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