Tuesday, November 28, 2006

don't friend you

it was another beautiful day. now, i don't think that we get so few of them. in fact, i think that we get them everyday. it's just that i never used to pay attention to them in the past. but now i will not take them for granted anymore. last night, i cried like mad. then i reached a state of unfeel, and i just sat by the edge of my bed, staring into space.

my violin examination was today! i think i wouldn't fail yay. wah ruolin played ravel nicely. i messed up beethoven a few times =( the examination seemed to end too quickly. don't know if i played long enough. and the room just started to get warmer and warmer. by the time i finished playing, i was sweating a bit.

went to the airport to see siuchu off. on the train to changi i was just thinking so much about syo and everything that's going to happen next year, and i started to feel sad. i reached the airport very early, so i ended up sitting alone at the arrival lounge for a long time, wishing that one day i could fly off too. then i went for swensen's ice cream, and i felt much better after that. food therapy works all the time.

i was feeling terrible again after a while, so i went to the viewing mall to look at the aeroplanes. then i realised that at the viewing mall, you could take your pain to the skies. it was raining over changi, and looking out of the glass panels, i just felt the rain washing away everything. and everything gets lighter when you watch the aeroplanes take off.

lunch was at crystal jade, and weiyang ordered the omg-nice dim sum. and weiyang has found a new hobby, which i call 'poker', and it involves poking yiyan everywhere. haha i thought it was quite fun too. dinner was at mos burger. and weiyang surely gained like 2kg from it. he also went for more food after mos burger. pig!

i rushed back for syo rehearsal, and i was walking as fast as i could wearing bloody slippers.

no, you don't hate me. you simply don't care about me. i used to say 'don't friend you' to you. and you would reply with 'good'. and the senior teaches the junior (a lesson). goodbye then, you no longer have that power over me.

when i quit chamber to join art club, beejuan and jia en once wanted to throw me a party to welcome me. but i rejected the idea, and now i know why. because, somehow, the party would make everything real.

honey, i love you. because 'pain' and 'rain' are derived from the same key-presses on the handphone.

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