sedate

siuchu's birthday is today. and mr tham's too.

i submitted a letter today, and i just don't know if i should have. saw a lady doing sudoku on the train. she's the second person i've seen doing that. i was walking out of school with yiyan after chamber, and then we saw james. i suppose james will never talk to me. rushed home to rush to jia en's house for the barbecue.

yiyan, jia en, siuchu, beejuan, aminah, yishi and weiyang were all there. we were all contributing to the haze problem. somehow, i've been so calm the whole day today that my palms did not sweat at all while preparing the banana dessert, even with beejuan trying to make me start sweating. beejuan made this really sweet dessert that she had in africa. it does taste quite nice, but it looks really bad. couldn't finish it, so we played the number game such that the winners had to eat five scoops of it. thank goodness i was always (and will always be) lucky.

it's better to make people feel bad than to feel bad yourself.

i suddenly feel like playing the third movement of suk serenade, but i can't do that now. i would love to play the solos too, because it's fun to compete against shanghui, but i can't do that now either. there's no one around to play with.