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i was quite distraught last night. this morning i was distracted. i wore the wrong spectacles out. rushed to school this morning to try to reach at the same time as yesterday. guess why. i won't tell you. i think i may have seen the back.

we watched the pompeii video for geography tutorial. oh it was the same one i saw on the italy trip. physics was on electric fields. i must do well for this topic. and i cut myself again when i handled the thick set of notes. i went through the maths notes on vectors and permutations and combinations. chemistry lecture was really quite ridiculous. pe was boring. i didn't join the class. i didn't exactly used the gym either. just didn't feel like. i was doing a pull-up once in a while.

i was really tired today. physically, emotionally, mentally tired.

some people are really impossible. i stayed back all the way till 5pm for the h3 maths, but apparently it was announced that it would be postponed to next week. so, i stayed back for nothing. and sonya was worse, she rushed home and rushed back to school to attend the non-existent lecture.

i just don't believe it. last night i told shanghui that there was h3 maths today. and he didn't tell me that it was cancelled or anything. i think he hates me. but hey, sonya tried to defend him. she said he could have simply overlooked it.

i'm in some pain now.