development

last night stephanie helped me realise that i actually like some people more than i like myself. this morning i got woken up super early by siuchu at 11am. it was supposed to be project work meeting at 12.30pm. then there was some mix-up. so, siuchu came at 11am and woke me up. urgh.

nadz and stephanie came later, but yiyan never appeared. i think that was another mix-up. i also think that i've been a terrible host. i was compiling some more surveys and i found the copy that james did. his handwriting is just so nice that it's unmistakable. and i found clara's too. the sardonic but helpful responses were uniquely clara.

today's yishi's birthday. it's also national day. year after year, i think i'm losing my interest in watching the parade. in fact, i was out having dinner (the 几 fat indonesian grill again) with mummy and daddy during the parade. i even missed the starting of the fireworks on tv when i came back. yes, we are a nation strong and free. we are also a democratic society with people like boon liwen and his (bitch) classmates.

this post came in very late because i spent 45 minutes writing an email for my project work group members. i'm so satisfied with that email. it was so colourful and specific that i'm very sure everyone knows exactly what to do. i miss my orientation group. i miss you too.

i've been told that i was clingy to some people. i should stop being clingy.