duet waltz

i've told you not to tell me to go away again, but you've done it anyway. i dreamt that joel came back without letting me know. and it wasn't the didn't-let-me-know-because-it's-a-surprise kind of thing, but simply because he didn't remember me. he didn't recognise me when he saw me.

today was national day celebration. weiyang brought some really yummy chocolates! and then there was nothing much other than that. there was kaiyang's band, which was so good! shanghui was on stage too. sonya fell for kaiyang's singing. and then there was mr siva's band. siuchu brought her chess set. i wanted to play, but james took it away to play first. but i still got to play later. mr tham brought us ice cream, like those tubs that i binge from sometimes.

i would love to play with you.

i just came back from a very stressful chamber rehearsal. it's certainly not one of those things i would sign up for, however effective it is in getting to perfection. oh well, when tempers run high, it's easy to lose your head. but i cannot be part of a group driven primarily by the need to outdo the rival.

i see red everywhere. it's like an army, but it's just the national day celebrations. i wanted to take a photo of an adorable cat standing on two legs today. then, i remembered that i used to run towards cats and birds to scare them away.