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paul lost his voice. gp essay test was crappy. and i saw you hiding behind shaun. have we reached such a stage where you don't even want to see me? i felt so crappy after walking past your class.

i can't force myself to hate you, so i cried again. i had stupid physics olympiad training. and i hated it because i couldn't do integration. i even gave jia yun my notes. the weather was freaky and i took jia yun's car back.

i don't know how to hate, and i haven't had dinner.