scandalous

thursday:

i can't remember much about thursday now. just that when i was at the bus stop at newton, i missed you a lot. a dementor visits me every night before i sleep. and i lean on/cry on/talk to my imaginary friend joel when that happens. that night in italy, i saw you.

oh we had physics practical, where we tested our land yachts. i'm so disappointed with ice cream express. that was the land yatch that my team made. it's called 'ice cream' because the sail is cone-shaped. jia en and i decorated it so nicely some more. it's called 'ice cream' also because of a person. and ice cream express is exactly like you. so perfect during trial period, but such a letdown at the actual competition.

friday:

lugged so many things to school. because there was going to be the dreaded chamber camp.

friday started with pe. argh i really dislike being the captain of some touch rugby game. and soup wasn't there. maybe that's why i didn't sweat as much as i should have, especially when it was a lesson where we ran and ran and ran.

was at the canteen during the break. saw her flirting and flirting with you. that bitch.

and then it was chemistry practical. i was so pissed with a stupid leaky burette that refused to stop leaking. but ha i was a fast worker and i quickly switched to another burette, and in the end i had three very convincingly consistent results. ha! mr gwee said i'm some expert leh. haha.

biology at 4pm really sucks. but never mind, the classroom had a hangman noose you know? it's so freaky! i was in the classroom early. and alone because there wasn't anyone there yet. was pondering over many things. sad is when there's no one to hold your hand. lonely is when you are the only one in your world. in the end i still love you, and i wish you never played with me. but things never turn out the way we want them to.

you sat very far away from me during the lesson. and you said i didn't pay attention class because i couldn't find the definition of 'non-essential amino acids' in the notes. but perhaps you are part of the reason i don't pay attention. ms hor passed me the notes on enzymes, and i was so excited at the prospect of talking to you when i could pass you the extra notes. but at the end of the lesson you walked away just as i walked over. i was so disappointed.

went for chamber camp. we played some ice breaker games. ha i didn't have to do any forfeit. and then it was sectionals. yay violas were in the bigbig LT1. and we had some ambience lighting too ok. and then it was dinner. omg i think shanghui was on some emtional rebound. he ate so fast and so much. and he was acting so violently. told him about the hangman noose and he said he wouldn't mind trying it =S and he was showing off his arm power by wrestling with and winning me in like three seconds.

we watched 'life is beautiful'. it was so funny and comedy-like, but then it turned out to be about the jewish-nazi thing. and it was so touching. aiyo everyone else was so unfeeling, no one cried lor. hai i cried. so sad that the father died trying protect the little child. and the innocent naive child just believes that he's playing a game.

after the movie we went back to the canteen for supper. omg it was sinful oily prata. and there were so many of them (70!) that when we couldn't finish them, we gave them to people who were leaving the school after watching dramafeste. and then i tried to make malisa and wendy play the finger game. but in the end jinyong played with me for twenty seconds. haha jinyong was made busy by having to entertain me.

saturday:

(continued without any time lapse from friday) we played cards back at the mep room. played bridge. and then jinyong played speed with me. omg i was so slow. it was like 12 midnight!

ok so we went to bathe. hai i was so reluctant ok. seeing as jinyong is so perverse haha! but the school was so dark i didn't dare to go alone. and he was so mean... kept trying to scare me. like: can you see people playing tennis there? ahh! and in the bathrooms he was about to take off (almost) everything until i told him to use the cubicle. i just don't understand why some people don't use the cubicles argh! and in the end he still came out of the shower without pants >.<

back in the mep room, we were sitting around a circle playing 'fuzzy wuzzy', 'how many mah mah jumped over the wall', 'bang bang bang who died' and many many brainless games haha. but it was like 1am kind of thing. so it didn't really work well.

then we broke up into smaller groups. some people were playing 'electric current'. apparently malisa and jinyong won it. hmm are they together? was trying to find out from the other j2s. june said they were just trying to make scandals out of themselves. haha but i think the act is just a smokescreen for the real thing. haha!

i was playing hearts till very late because kelly was so addicted to it. haha kelly is really some bomb lah. even shanghui thinks she's very crazay haha! but anyway we played like round after round until almost everyone was asleep. and then zhu hui shot the moon, which made kelly very pissed ha! and then we went to sleep.

and that was the really freaky thing. i slept in the practice room, where there were other people. you see, i started off sleeping in the space between pius and victor, but apparently when i woke up at 730am, i was beside jinyong, who was quite far away and perpendicular to pius and victor! argh and my brain couldn't recall any form of waking up and walking around. as i see it, maybe it was the air-conditioner. i was directly under it at first. maybe i really did wake up in the middle of my sleep and walk over to the side.

oh breakfast was wonderful. malisa was so nice, she and a few other j2s were making bread and spread for everyone. haha and then later jinyong made for her leh. with tender, loving care haha. on the way back to mep room, in the lift, jinyong was back to his perverse state of mind argh! shan't discuss.

last activity was the treasure hunt, which i didn't play till the end because i was leaving earlier.

anyway i think the camp wasn't so dreadful after all. in fact it was quite fun, especially playing hearts with kelly around.