cojones

today was an awful day of realisation. i was eating a mega mac meal, and opposite me, a few tables away, was an obese guy eating the same thing. i thought that i looked a lot slimmer, collar-bone-protruding, and a lot less like a sinner. virtuous, even. but when i saw him opening his mouth to bite into the burger, i realised i must have done exactly the same thing, and looked equally ugly. i am probably - or definitely - just as ugly and fat inside.

and of course, i'm running out of time.