bitches

this post is so named because right now it is 三八妇女节 haha!

going back to school (yesterday) to collect results was tiring and stressful. at first i was calm at lunch with sonya, clara and beejuan. then the fears of physics and geography came upon reaching school. met up with many people, like auntie ruolin, 矮的 annong, getting-fatter swapnil, paul, shanghui, and all the teachers. now i can so happily tell mr seah that i have lost weight!

results were good; beyond expectations. and everyone was by and large in a mood for celebration. (and auntie ruolin got A for chemistry, which means i might get vermonster some time in the future!) i guess we all earned it. so many of us went to town to walk around. ate some cakes at big O. i bought a nail buffer to play with!

the cine fan shop was yet again closed when we went today =( went to jia en's house to slack around. and dinner was at boon tong kee, which had very nice chicken rice. sat around the swimming pool looking at stars and fast moving clouds.

i think shanghui is dating now.

thinking about our collection of results, i found many mixed emotions. some people were jumping happily; some were screaming; some were crying (out of either sadness or relief). i don't know - are results that important? for a moment i was so afraid i would get less than A for physics and/or geography (who still cares about gp?), but then when mr tham flipped over the results slip, i was just happy. and that was it. i didn't feel anything much after that.

but right now i think i'm going to cry in relief that i scored well beyond my expectations. maybe it's because i'm listening to 花无雪 and its tune is sad. or maybe army just makes my mind lag to the point that my emotions take a long time to be expressed outwardly.

i hope you would do even better than me at your examinations this year.