喉嚨疲倦

today i went to esplanade and sat down to draw. there was a nice smell coming from häagen-dazs or mrs fields as i walked past. studied with amanda also, on maths. i think i saw terry from wesley, but he also didn't recognise me.

i felt like an artist today.

dinner was the bbq at sonya's house. and there were lots of chocolates too! but i ate only one piece of cucumber. it's the only vegetable i ate today. and monday's the class bbq again, which is going to put me closer to cancer than ever.

suppose i live till 35, then i've completed about half my life already. this chest is a boobie trap.