Wednesday, April 11, 2007

看不够

no it's all gloom. i got mr lee's cd today. he signed on it and left a message too (keep smiling!). i couldn't sit with the class in the canteen because of don't-we-all-know-who. and then it started raining when assembly talk started.

you look tired today. but no, we can't talk to each other anymore.

chamber sectionals was terrible. my playing is just not good enough. in fact, everything that has happened today has made me feel like i'm not good enough for anything or anyone. i'm quite tired of trying too. my hearing isn't good and i can't hear pitch difference that is smaller than a semitone.

it was a gloomy evening too. found out from ruolin that bad things happened at her sectionals too. my three postcards have already been put up for postsecret. hope you see it soon. i also wrote a new one for joel.

went to the art room to watch jeffrey make his acrylic painting. just sat and watched because i was quite tired after everything that happened in one day. and then suddenly he was done with the painting. he couldn't put the painting down; he kept staring at it because it looked so pretty and so he 看不够.

we went to the canteen to look at the postcards that have already been put up. some of them were quite scary. we were trying to guess which ones were real. i wonder if anyone found that they could relate to any of the secrets posted up.

walked to the mrt alone. i felt a bone slip when i bent over. it hurt for a while.

cry because the person who makes you happy, the person whom you like so much, cannot like you back at all. cry out loud when you're alone, but cry silently when you're beside him. no, you didn't notice me crying because you were too engrossed in your work.

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