poodle

i can't believe that i stayed up till 1am last night and woke up at 5.30am this morning.

school was uneventful. fast-forward to lunch. lunch was at kfc, and i didn't feel safe. i don't think weiyang did too. because the bishan paedophile kept looking and smiling.

then there was a heavy rain that trapped me in school. but no matter, i was waiting in school anyway. rise was having assessments today. it was the first time i'd seen mr sze in a few months i think.

i was doing my homework in a classroom. completed the complex numbers tutorial and finished reading the climotology notes. was reading the urban geography notes but then i fell asleep. and when i woke up it was dark already. like 7.30pm.

and so i left school near 8pm.

it's amusing/amazing why you would wait for five hours just to get five minutes' worth of happiness. but then it really makes you happy, regardless of how tired you are.

the night sky after the afternoon's rain was clear. there were so many stars tonight. and i almost fell asleep on the train. being this tired on a monday isn't good for my studies.

if i could live all over again, there are some things i would change. i would tell you just how much i loved you, and i wouldn't have let you leave. then maybe i wouldn't be in so much pain now. i wouldn't have had to fall for other people, because i already had you all along.

那么就痴痴地等吧。