bien tranquille

had the j1 batchtalk by rayner today. i bumped into ruolin at the mrt. omg ultimate-ness, she had hair spray! my hair was really bad today, but i didn't use her hair spray. we sat with shanghui at the canteen. ok, so now i know how mean shanghui is to ruolin and she knows how mean he is to me!

as joy said, shanghui is an alpha-male haha! he's so super insensitive/numb to any feeling or emotion. oh yes, apparently i remembered wrongly. mr lim didn't say that shanghui was 'cold on the outside, hot on the inside'. shanghui told me it was supposed to be 'cold on the outside, warm on the inside'.

does it take something extremely traumatising to get someone to cry? yes, once in a while, everyone cries. some cry when they're hungry. others cry when they've once again lost something so dear to them.

i saw you again today, but something's different from yesterday. i felt sad this time. i would love to have some chocolate now.