imagery

i don't know why. it just suddenly hurt so much yesterday, and joel wasn't around. not even the imaginary one. it must have been my fault. i simply didn't love you enough. that's why you let go, right? i guess it must be really nice to be normal. if being abnormal hurts so much, then consequently, being normal must be really nice. the sound of a kiss is not even half as loud as a cannon, but it's echo definitely lasts a great deal longer. even a piece of chocolate would know that.

the email bounced. i hope you would still be around after the holidays. i do so love you.