ideal

i'm so upset that i cannot wear disposable contact lenses by themselves because my astigmatism is super high. apparently i must have them specially made, which means they'll be permanent contacts, and non-coloured. no amethyst eyes anymore =(

jonathan lim, my desk partner, makes me feel fat. it's nice to have flowers blooming by my window. but they wither so quickly. and rot so quickly too. i miss you terribly, and i have to wait another half-year. or maybe forever.