golden

how amazing/amusing it is, that i was to see you so early in the morning. when did you decide to take the train to school at this hour? i was doing what i did best - walking behind you. always walking in your shadows. i don't like the white-hair bitch. i was going to burst into tears.

today's laksa was lousy. i lost to james at maths test =(

let's see. after maths tutorial ended, i was teaching jia en r-formula. then, we went to the canteen, where she had a chicken pie and i bought ice lemon tea after shaun, who was queueing for his class order of 23 ice lemon teas. then, beejuan went to buy her lunch while i did maths integration worksheet. after that we left school, but not before the toilet queens used the toilet. ok, so i think from the time lessons ended till the time i left school, so much delay had occurred.

and yet, i still saw you at the mrt. something must be wrong. it's as though there's some alien entity making sure that no matter what, we had to meet at the mrt. and it rained too. it was that sissy rain again. the kind where heat comes up from the ground while the raindrops are falling, where the raindrops are so big they hurt when they fall on your head. can we walk in the rain together someday? no one would see us.

it was all too much in one day, i really had to cry it out. i love you so much. i think i will go to hell, because heaven has no place for someone like me. dear God, i'm sorry. i will still read the bible, but i'm sorry.