incomplete imperfection
i woke up in the middle of the night, if i'm not wrong. (otherwise, it might have just been a dream that i recalled when i woke up today.)
indeed, today is 下雨天. my shoes - and the hem of my pants - were getting wet from the rain splash on the ground. on a day like today, we ask if we should have dessert for breakfast. then we reject the dessert (and the breakfast) in favour of a comforting brunch instead.
it's unusual how we always remember the gloomy days than the non-gloomy ones. (or is it just me?) it's like the harry potter movies - each one getting more monochromatic than the previous. if you remember, sorcerer's stone was full of happy colours, then gradually, starting from prisoner of azkaban, the colours started getting more grey throughout the series. there isn't even quidditch anymore.
the weather puts my mood down, but i suppose it just puts some people (like weiyang) to sleep. there's a dull ache inside me, that seems to say that some choices we make are/were wrong. but choices are choices, and to undo a choice (un-choose?) is to ask the rain to fall upwards.
it really does feel like december/christmas now. maybe weiyang wasn't that ridiculous in asking: when is christmas this year? i'm reminded of the 2006 and 2007 christmases, shoe shops, carols playing over head everywhere (all i want for christmas is my two front teeth), cherry pies, glasgow love theme, the cool icy voice of miranda priestly when says 'excellence',
indeed, today is 下雨天. my shoes - and the hem of my pants - were getting wet from the rain splash on the ground. on a day like today, we ask if we should have dessert for breakfast. then we reject the dessert (and the breakfast) in favour of a comforting brunch instead.
it's unusual how we always remember the gloomy days than the non-gloomy ones. (or is it just me?) it's like the harry potter movies - each one getting more monochromatic than the previous. if you remember, sorcerer's stone was full of happy colours, then gradually, starting from prisoner of azkaban, the colours started getting more grey throughout the series. there isn't even quidditch anymore.
the weather puts my mood down, but i suppose it just puts some people (like weiyang) to sleep. there's a dull ache inside me, that seems to say that some choices we make are/were wrong. but choices are choices, and to undo a choice (un-choose?) is to ask the rain to fall upwards.
it really does feel like december/christmas now. maybe weiyang wasn't that ridiculous in asking: when is christmas this year? i'm reminded of the 2006 and 2007 christmases, shoe shops, carols playing over head everywhere (all i want for christmas is my two front teeth), cherry pies, glasgow love theme, the cool icy voice of miranda priestly when says 'excellence',
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