spiders

i've completed sixteen drawings. it has truly been a journey of tears. but we won't cry anymore.

last night i dreamt of horse-drawn carriages and silver necklaces. did physics practical with yishi today. it's fun to be at the other side of the classroom for once. on the way home i smelled some paint, like the paint used at the mural. and then i remembered everything about painting the mural.

all the longing and waiting.