grovel

i was at the old house, alone. just sitting in front of the spoilt piano trying to make some tunes. i could hear the fan downstairs spinning; i could feel it spinning under my feet. such is the thinness of the ceilings/floors of old flats. i grew up in this old house listening to the fans downstairs many times.

the clock was ticking away. i could hear it. and all the time, the house was just getting darker and darker. in a world filled with darkness, we all need some kind of light. whether it's a great flame that shows us how to win back what we've lost, or a powerful beacon intended to scare away potential monsters, or a few glowing bulbs that reveal to us the hidden truth of our past. we all need something to help us get through the night, even if it's just the tiniest glimmer of hope.

there were only mosquitoes around to accompany me in the old house. just like nature boy. my handphone has been silent these few days. but surprise! i received an sms today. but doh >.< it was just amanda asking about physics. these few days, i've been going online three hours ahead of when i usually do. so, i end up going online the whole day.

the truth is, i'm not happy. oh, i did a quick search and found that i haven't used 'unhappy' before on the blog. i've been using 'not happy'. scratch that, i'm unhappy. so, if i grovelled, would you be nice again?

here's a game! it's called 'guess the names'. there are five names listed below for you to guess. the names are as they are in their owners' ez link cards or something.

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bless you if the letters in your name happen to match the blanks. the topic is 'if i had a gun, who would i shoot?' (and, i would shoot them in the order listed.)