maybe just afraid

there was no assembly today. maybe it was the overcast sky. an omen? perhaps. today's student development was the last day of the 'no apologies' course. omg the facilitator described his wedding day and it was oh-so-romantic. fantasies of a happy ending are not that unrealistic after all. gp lesson was bad. i don't know, maybe james really doesn't like me. i can't help but admit that the things he said are so true. but they're just so hurtful. yes, he's done it again. said everything that i've been trying to run away from.

i'm glad that i've got a group of classmates who can understand and accept me.

emotionally tired.