the big logistical hullabaloo

so tired still after the busy week of rehearsals. woke up so early at like 10am today. slept from 1 to 3pm. can't get anymore piggy, can it? all this excess time, it's not doing me any good. i'm simply sitting in front of my computer reading a fantasy fiction and falling into a false sense of reality. and it's making me think of you, in a very hurtful way. and i hate it.