Saturday, September 17, 2005

an almost-round moon

an almost-round moon hangs in the sky now. hope it'll be very big and round tomorrow. and hope that the sky will be clear.

what does the moon mean to you? does it represent something for you? all i can remember was that the last sms you sent me was about the moon, just before you flew so far away. it was the poem 但愿人长久,千里共婵娟. and then you really flew far away.

the last time i really spent time with you was when we were at orchard. you went bowling at cathay and i just watched. then we went shopping at 77th street. and you bought a chain with some red thing in the centre. can't remember a lot anymore. everything's quite blur now. maybe time really erases everything. you bought famous amos but i didn't eat them. then we went to orchard mrt station. and you left in your train. cried in my train. and the last time i saw you was the day before you left. you were going to astroturf to play soccer. and i was walking to the canteen. kept turning back to get my last glimpse of you. and the very last time i talked to you was in my train to school. i called you in the morning and you were already in the airport, waiting to board the plane.

it's so fast. just five days ago we were shopping at orchard. and today you are leaving. i wish you weren't leaving. i wish there would be a miracle, that if i went to the airport, you would come back out of the gate and say you were not leaving.

add-ons to my wishlist:

i wish that you'll find your happy ending
i wish that you'll find love

so maybe that's what i've been wishing for every night by my window. that one day you'll come back.

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